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Sam Winchester ([personal profile] weirddreams) wrote in [personal profile] mademeasaint 2019-12-04 03:22 am (UTC)

Yeah. Maybe Sam could have the right instinct about Itinere. After all, he's been nearly killed a time or two due to the environment in this place. If Ruby and Dean were to tip off their feelings as well, then he'd have to consider it wasn't more than just a gut feeling. It is true that the wards are redundant, but if they'll make Ruby more, if not the some amount of comfortable as she was before, then Sam won't question the importance of helping her with them. Honestly, he could tell her a time or two where he did something he shouldn't have and hid it from John to not get in trouble. At least he can somewhat understand her itching and panic when feeling under his father's scrutiny.

It had been hard coming out to Dean about his feelings for Ruby, but he did it because he needed to. The most important person is his life had to understand his choice or maybe it wouldn't have worked out. Sam can't admit this to himself but it also matters what his father thinks. This is why he's as surprised as John is, blinking when his reading between the lines-- the guess he had thrown out there was confirmed to be correct. He pauses to allow himself a moment to be sure he heard that correctly. "What-- What changed your mind?" His eyes follow John's over to Ruby again then looks back to his father certain it's Ruby who changed his mind. He could point out the exact words John said before but he's too baffled to reiterate them. Wouldn't do any good, anyway. "You want me to tell you she makes me happy? Of course, she makes me happy. I wouldn't be with her if she didn't." He's looking deep to not mess this up either. Now seems like the right time to throw everything out in the open. "Trust me, this would be too much if I wasn't sure." He knows she is in ear shot, but he couldn't care less.

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